Our work week is almost finished. So far, so good – no severe headaches, vomiting, or dizziness. Although most of the time, I wish I could lie down and sleep. I get really sleepy all the time but the Internet is in front of me to entertain.
Working also reminds me of all the plans that need to be done. It’s a bit hard reminding people to pay us so that we can move forward and calculate. I will only be 100% at peace when all our receivables arrive.
Sometimes, I also get nervous how Azrael and I may not be on the same page. Especially when I am at work and he is attending events, although he makes more than me but I really thought we would get out of that world already. Or maybe, it’s just me who is tired of attending stuff, blogging in exchange of what nots, meeting the usual people, and smiling at strangers.
My brain just can’t stop thinking but it’s not enough to over ride the excitement inside of me and the happiness my baby brings. I was tired of life but now I have energy to do anything at all and I always look forward to the future. I can’t wait for us to surpass this shaky first trimester which is the most dangerous period according to the book. I want to feel my baby move soon 🙂
